One of the things I like on a personals website is the “wink feature.” Recon has “Cruise” A4A has “Smile.” I have seen it called “woof” and “tug.” I think it’s a great thing. I love getting winks. It makes me feel good to know someone out there likes my profile. It lets you show interest without typing out an introductory email. I can pop from profile to profile winking at everyone I think is the sexy walking on two legs. I can toss out 10 and maybe get one or two back. Now that I see mutual interest I can work my cyber moves and maybe get a little action.

I was on AssPig.com and I was going through the profiles “tugging” on men with complementary interests (tops), geographic location (hour drive), and pleasant aesthetic (cute or hot). A while later one of them send me an email. YAY!

I'm fucking tired of tugs and smiles and other bull.shit. if you fucking queen faggots want to play then man up.and fucking man up and do it. Lose your fucking british bull shit and be a man. This is the fucking 21st century. Lose you fucking victorian bull shit and be a fucking man. The british monarchy is a fucking irrelavent anachronism. Grow up and come to the 21st cty

Um what?

All I did was send the guy a tug. I checked his profile (before blocking it) and he didn’t say not to send him a tug. As far as I know we never talked, so I couldn’t have flaked on him. So is this -whatever it is- somehow meant to address the entire population of “winkers?” If it is… are we... British? I thought I was Texan. (I can saddle a horse and everything… sorta.) I think one only needs to be told to “be a man” once.

What really gets me is that after he sent me this I looked for him on other sites I belonged to, and blocked him on them to. In his profiles he calls himself ”a well educated and grounded man looking for a younger sub.” This is not the tirade of a grounded man. I am willing to grant him that he could be very well educated, but I would like to point out well educated is not the same as intelligent.

I debated posting his profile name so everyone could go wink at him, but that would be petty, and I don’t have a large enough readership, many of the ones I do have are hot and he doesn’t deserve winks from hotties. But if you are curious, and you promise behave, message me and I will give you his profile name.

Today I was supposed to hook up with this Dom guy and go to Leather Masters. But turns out Leather Masters isn’t open on Sundays. So nothing happened on that score. I decided that gosh darnit I wanted to be fucked. One of my regular fuck buddies (Rick) was on A4A and we chatted a bit. He invited me over and right before I left he said he might invite another guy over to and have a threesome. Rock on!

I get over to Ricks and guy #2 isn’t there yet. We wonder back to the bed room and chat a little bit waiting for the mystery guy to show up. Turns out this guy is a bottom, so if I want I can take a turn on the new guy. We start fooling around. I am honestly a little nervous because he is the first guy I have fooled around with post body shave. And I feels it one thing to fuck a hairy guy another thing to fuck a smooth guy but right now I am somewhere in between I am stubbly guy. Rick doesn’t seem to mind. He is on me and we are rolling around he loves to slap my ass while we make out and finger me.

We are both rock hard and he is grinding in to me when he gets a phone call. He rolls off to get the phone and I really don’t feel like stopping so while he chats I suck his dick. It’s the new guy he is calling for directions. Rick talks him in. When the guy gets in to the apartment complex Rick slips his dick out of my mouth and goes to the window. I do the same and see the guy for the first time dark hair just a hair chubbier than me, with a goatee.

He walks in and strips like an old pro and we introduce ourselves all around. The new guy “Shaggy” smelled strongly of pot. His dick was the smallest in the room. When it he was hard he was about 4” long. And it wasn’t too thick. The first thing Shaggy did was get on his knees and suck Ricks dick. To be honest his is the first dick I would go for too. It’s about an inch longer than mine and thicker. I was really in to this so my dick presented itself well next to Ricks monster. Shaggy stood up and I got on my knees and sucked them both for a bit then Rick bent Shaggy over and grabbed a bottle of lube.

I don’t have much experience in a threesome where I am not the one getting fucked. I just decided it was spit roasting time and got in front of Shaggy while Rick lined up his shot on the other end. I was very interested in how Shaggy would do on Ricks dick. That sucker hurts me every damn time. Shaggy felt it I could tell. But he took it like a pro and we commenced to fucking. I was honestly unimpressed with Shaggy’s oral technique. But I know it’s hard to go your best job while getting fucked.

I wasn’t feeling it with the blow job so I rolled on to my back and slid under Shaggy and sucked him while he was getting fucked. I was lucky Shaggy wasn’t any bigger I would have choked. His dick was shoved so far down my throat and it was hard to breath. They both needed to be about an inch higher for me to do my work in comfort. But I did my best and I was enjoying the view. Ricks dick was ramming Shaggy’s ass and I was about a hand span away from the action. I was having too much trouble breathing so I disengaged from Shaggy and started licking Ricks balls. I couldn’t tell if he was enjoying it or if it was distracting so after I got my fill of his balls I slid out from under the pair. And my dick was back in Shaggy’s mouth.

Every once in a while Shaggy would put his head down and moan. While doing this he would grab my dick and jack me off. I gotta say his hand job got me close to cumming twice. Rick offered to give me a turn at bat but when he pulled out I saw that this boy was not clean. Let me take an aside here and tell everyone that when I am expecting to get fucked I clean house. I make sure my guests are comfortable and don’t go home with shit dick. Any way, I opted out of taking my turn. Rick was a trooper and just ploughed through.

Towards the end Shaggy was getting a little worn out. He would rest his head on my thigh with his ass in the air getting fucked. It was really hot to have him there breathing warm breath on my crotch. Every once in a while Rick would hit it just right and Shaggy’s breath would catch or he would exhale all the breath he was holding at once. Combined with his hand working away at my dick it was really great.

Eventually Shaggy was done and went to use the shower. I got my turn on Ricks dick. Holly hell it hurt, but we were on a time crunch so I didn’t tell him to hold up (He always does if you ask) and just let him fuck me for a little bit. When Shaggy finished his shower Rick got up and let him out. When he came back he laid back and finished himself off while I helped. (I’m a good little helper.)

He offered me a shower and water but I usually enjoy the smell of sex on my body so I turned him down. It wasn’t until I got in to my car that I realized this time sex smelled like pot and stale shit. I should have taken the shower. Oh well it was a lot of fun. I am not a huge fan of Shaggy as a sex mate but Rick seemed to like him. He could take that dick for an impressively long time. So I may end up seeing him again.

So I have a situation on Recon. My ex who I am still on good terms with has discovered Recon. And has looked at my profile. In it self its not really a bad thing just a little weird for the vanilla guy you spent five years with to see you asking the internet gods for a hot Dom to treat you like a dirty perverse whore. (or something to that effect. ) I can deal with that; he knew what I was in to while we were together he just never wanted to do any of it.

The part that pisses me off is him showing my profile to some of our mutual (vanilla, heterosexual) friends. I don’t really want everyone in my vanilla life to know what I get up to…. or se the pics I have of myself on Recon. He is not being malicious, he just isn’t thinking. He thought it was a laugh. He keeps reading my tag line out loud in front of people we know. My little brother does not need to hear the thing I write to get Dominant men to read my profile and then possibly tie me up and fuck me.

I wrote to Recon but unless they get proof he is doing something “against our terms and conditions” they can’t do anything. They recommend I hide my profile. Which defeats the purpose of having one in the first place. I had hoped that because I am occasionally a paying subscriber to the site and he hasn’t even filled out his profile they would side with me and do something, but nope. This kinda puts the victim of harassment in a bad position; either disappear from the site or put up with the harassment. Fuck I feel like I am in grade school again. Getting picked on but because the teachers don’t see it there is nothing they can do. Sure in grade school you can pick up a chair and beat the kid with it in front of the whole class room while the teacher is out, and get away with it for much the same reason (you can only push 11 year old me so far) but now I don’t even have that option. (and I think there may be assault charges now.)

Last week I was writing a blurb on a fetish porn blog I write for, and it occurred to me I am writing about things I myself had never done. So like any good journalist I set out to experience firsthand some of the subject matter I had been writing about. In this case it was sounding, and fisting. I know a guy who I think is in to both, so I send him a message and set a little something up.

This was the first time I had actually asked for something to be done to me. Usually I leave it all up to the Dom whatever he wants I give him. I have decided that is bull shit. Subs, if you are reading this blog take this sage advice. ASK for what you want. I found out this Dom thought I had all these limits so he was holding back. That’s a great thing for a responsible Dom to do, but damn it I want to be treated like a fuck slut and played with rough. This kid glove stuff is boring.

So I send him a text letting him know I was on my way. On the way to his place I get a text on my phone but I don’t check it out because I am a good driver, but I forget about the text before I get to his apts. When I get to his door I knock and there is no answer. I pull out my phone and I see the text. He wants me to go in get ready and wait for him on the bed. I have his key because we have played before (Hmm.. I should write it up it was fun..) so I let myself in go to the shower clean up a little and go the bedroom.

I see that he has gotten a new bed since the last time I was here. This one is a dark metal four poster bed with places to mount a sling. The head board is a grid of thick bars so one could easily strap a boy to it. He also has a table with an impressive collection of toys laid out. I see rope and dildos and three booklet thingies full of sounds, there is a gas mask, bondage cuffs, a diaper, tons of lube, blind folds, nipple clamps, scissors, and… wait a diaper? Hmm….?

I hear him at the front door so I climb in to the bed. I left the door to the bed room open so he would know I was there. I hear him wondering around the apartment. He walks to the kitchen, unpacks his groceries. Goes to the front door checks the lock, goes back to the kitchen. And I just wait on the bed watching every time he crosses the opening I left in the door way. Finally he comes in and sits on the bed. He rubs my chest, then flips me over and starts playing with my ass. He reaches over to a lube dispenser I didn’t even see and covers his fingers with lube. As he starts probing me I start pushing back on his hand and start giving the “fuck me” moans.

He gets up, walks over to the table of goodies and grabs a pair of goggles with tape on the lenses. He puts them on me and I find that while I can’t see most of what is going on there are small holes in the tape so I get to see vague movement. He goes back over to the table and then I feel him grab my arm and put it in a bondage cuff then he does the other arm. I am now strapped to the head board. He gets me to scoot back so I am in a sitting position with my bare back against the metal head board. I then feel him grab my rock hard dick.

He jacks it a little before I feel a cold tip of metal poking at my piss hole. Feeling it slide in was strange. It was filling. He pulled it out then slid it back in. I was dying to see what he was doing to me but I couldn’t see anything through that fucking small hole in the tape. With my dick stuffed full of this sound he thumped the bottom of my dick. That felt great. I was definitely seeing the appeal. When he pulled the sound out I felt good but weird, a little like I was pissing. I actually thought for a brief moment that I might be pissing. I thought if I was pissing he made me do it on purpose he is a veteran sounder he knows what he is doing. And it was kinda hot to think that he purposely made me piss and it want my choice. But no it was just what being sounded felt like. I don’t know how many sounds he used on me but the final one he used hurt. It was too thick and I was not ready for it. He said later that we didn’t get to any of the “interesting” sounds. So next time I may have to tough it out until we get to them.

Still blindfolded by the goggles he untied my hands rolled me over and pulled me to the foot of the bed, where he retied me. I was bent over the foot of the bed ass in the air vulnerable. HAWT! I feel him poring lube on my ass. He starts off the bat with two fingers. Then he moves on to three. Pretty much the standard I am going to get you loose for fucking scenario. He tried to use a speculum but it pinched in a strange place. I have had bad (bloody) results from similar pinching in the past that put me on the side line for months, so I red lighted it. Looking back now I was being a wuss but once bitten twice shy. After the speculum he goes back to the hand briefly before working me over with a vibrating dildo.

I am really enjoying this and he keeps playing with my dick. While he is playing with my dick I am trying very hard not to cum. So I am bent over with various large object entering my ass, and being perpetually edged. He goes back to his hand and he is really digging in there. Finally he hits just the right spot and I give warning. I am going to cum. If he backed off right then I would have been able to calm down but he starts milking my dick like I am a cow being milked and I shoot. I have no idea how much I shot but it felt like a lot.

After all that he had me take another shower and clean my ass up. After I get out of the shower we climb in to bed and nap. I lay there thinking he has got a very nice ass. And he is giving off so much body heat I wrap my arms around him for warmth. After an hour or so of very cute cuddling he sits up reaches over me to the table of toys and grabs a diaper. He slides it on to me and tells me to get dressed we are going to get dinner.

Dinner was interesting. Being in public in a diaper was trippy. The whole thing was a subtle scene. I wondered if it was noticeable. Every time I moved I wondered if I made noise. He kept finding reasons for me to get up. Didn’t I want a fork? I should get him a refill. We are out of napkins. It was embarrassing and very hot. After dinner we went back to his place, me still in the diaper. Occasionally he would sap my crotch. He said I was padded to it shouldn’t hurt but he got the nuts perfectly every swat.

He told me he got up to the knuckles when he was in my ass. I haven’t been fisted yet but gosh foowey I soon will be. I have a friend on Recon who is a FF fanatic, he says I will love the “pop. ” I am looking forward to it.

So, I got a call from Troy. He wanted to hook up and I think he has one of the best dicks I have encountered and he knows how to use it so I jumped at the chance to get fucked by him again. Before I head over I clean up and out. I try to be a considerate bottom. I also pulled out a few toys and loosened up a little first. He tends to line it up and go balls to the wall in one go. (My ass being the wall.) So I wanted to be ready for that.

When I get there I am not sure what to expect. Sometimes I show up and we hang out for a while first. Other times he leads me right to the bed room. The straight shot to the bed room usually occurs when his BF is due home (they have an arrangement) but I never know when I show up how it’s going to go down. Turns out this was a directly to the bed room occasion.

He strips and I strip. He takes a hit of poppers. I have never done poppers but I have always been curious, so I ask for a hit. After a brief tutorial I take a hit and wait… nothing. I am unimpressed by poppers. He isn’t hard yet so I take the opportunity to suck his dick. As a rule I am not a fan of foreskin but I like his. There isn’t an overabundance, he is always clean, and it’s loose. So I make sure to give it some attention. Some light nibbling, a little tongue action he doesn’t complain. When he is hard he likes to push my head on his dick. It’s long enough that it hits my gag reflex. I have been practicing my deepthroating *wink* so I can handle the occasional extra deep probe. But he frequently holds me down to long and I gag. I swear he gets harder every time.

I move to his balls and he tells me he wants me to rim him. I don’t like to rim, but I am kinda hoping to get rimmed back so he gets on all fours and I go to town. No being an avid rimmer I don’t have much technique for this sort of thing. I just dive in and work with my tongue. He is a biter so I chew on his ass a little bit which he seem to enjoy. While my face is buried between his ass cheeks I tug on his dick. Occasionally I stray from his hole and suck his dick too.

When he is done getting rimmed he climbs off the bed, flips me on to my back, and drags my ass to the edge of the bed. He lubes up, looks me in the eye, and goes balls to the wall. In the past he favored spit instead of lube so this time I thought he might loosen me up or go slow. Nope. It hurt so fucking bad I tried to back up off his dick, sacrilege but he held me in place and told me to just relax. Fucker.

It didn’t take long for the pain to ebb. And he started fucking me. Hard. He made my eyes roll and my ass tingle. He was seriously fucking me. He was obviously impressed so he pulls out his iPhone and takes a picture of me on my back. Which I am ok with I think on ones back tends to be a flattering angle. He tossed the phone down, and starts vigorously fucking me again. The phone buzzes. The guy he sent the pic to wants another shot. Troy leans back and takes a shot of I think his dick in my ass, with my dick and balls. He tosses the phone, and start back to fucking. *Buzz* He picks up the phone has me get on all fours then snaps a pic. Troy tosses phone, starts fucking fuck, then *buzz*. So now it’s my turn to hold the phone. Troy starts fucking my harder than he has sense this whole phone thing started and I take a pic of him in full fuck mode. He sends it. Toss, Fuck Buzz. This time the guy wants a pic of me begging for it. It is decided that the photo shoot is over.

Troy takes another hit of poppers and I figure what the hell and take another hit too. This time I feel it I get hot and “swimmy” and seriously feel the buzz. (This time it isn’t a damn cell phone) This is defiantly something I could see people getting in to. He fucks me and tells me to cum. Nine times out of 10 I don’t cum while being fucked. I love getting fucked, it doesn’t happen nearly enough as far as I am concerned but I tend to go soft while it is happening, but this time I was at full mast so I jacked and came. Then he came, and we just relaxed there.
Then we went to eat and watched a movie. So it was a nice day.

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Nothing gets me in the mood to be fucked like getting fucked. So a few hours later I was trolling Adam4Adam. When a local guy I have hooked up with Mark messaged me “Want to Fuck?” If we have hooked up before and I have free time this is the PERFECT message to send me. I said “yes” and was at his house in short order.

This is another situation where I am not sure how it going to start. We have only hooked up once before. That time we talked first, but it was the first time we hooked up so it might not be par for the course.

When I pulled up to his house he was at the door. I walked in and he leads me right to the bed room. We stripped and he gets on the bed and I start sucking on his dick. He has an interesting dick. It isn’t that long but it is REALLY thick at the base. The tip isn’t that thick so it ends up being a great dick to loosen up with. I would have loved to get fucked by this guy before heading over to Troy’s.

Mark loves to have his dick and balls sucked on. He moans and tells me I am wonderful. He is also a face fucker. He gets a pretty good rhythm with me as I suck on him. I get the feeling that if I wanted I could have him cum in my mouth but I really want to get fucked so I work on his balls, to keep him from shooting and to give my jaw a rest, his dick is fucking thick. I have to keep my jaw wider to suck him than I am used to.

After a long, long time he finally (Well I was enjoying it so “finally” may not be the right word, but it was a really long blow job.) said he was ready to fuck me. I wiggled my ass on over to the edge of the bed and threw my legs in the air. He took his time getting in but it wasn’t a painless penetration. Already loose from Troys fucking earlier in the day Mark was still going to split me in two. But he was slow so, although it was a tight fit he made it.

Once he was in he went wild. He fucked me so hard I had to grip the bed. I tend to be a quiet fuck but I felt myself moan as he was ploughing me. It was vicious. He had one hand on each of my thighs. He would pull back on me when he rammed his dick in my battered but eager hole.

He was close so he pulled out and started jacking off. I put my legs down and gave him a pretty open area for him to shoot on. When he came, he got my chest, my crotch, my dick and balls. It was warm and plentiful. I decided I like being cum on, and should see about having it done more often. Though I do enjoy feeling a dick twitch in my ass as it cums too. Not to mention the feeling and taste of a load going down my throat.

On 10-10-10 I would like to get fucked by a numerically significant number of tops. That would be 10 or 30.

Over the weekend I was at a friend’s house watching TV. It was my friend (Yogi), his friend John, and me. Yogi is gay, a bit of a pervert and lets me play with his PA whenever I want. John is straight and gets really uncomfortable when a sexual topic comes up in conversation. He is even more uncomfortable if the sexual topic involved him and/or homosexuality in any way. He is like the shy little brother.

The three of us were watching the original Clash of the Titans. John was on the love seat and I was on the couch with Yogi. Yogi likes to keep his house cold so the AC was on but I like warm so I had the both of us covered in a blanket. I started fiddling with Yogi’s bits under the blanket all through the movie. First just stroking his crotch then unzipping his pants and playing with his balls, then slowly jacking his dick. If he had had his PA in I would have stolen it and worn it as a ring, just because that is something I do.

The whole time I am molesting Yogi, John is sitting there watching the TV. We make occasional comments and it’s as though we are just watching a movie nothing out of the ordinary, but Yogi is getting more and more frustrated. I like to frustrate Yogi. Well I like to frustrate anyone but this time it was Yogi. At some point John got up to go to the bath room and as soon as the rood closed Yogi tossed the blanket to the floor and pushed my head on to his rock hard dick.

I could tell he was close as soon as my lips touched the head of his dick. I went to town and he wasn’t going to hold out for a long blow job because we didn’t know when John would be back. After a few deep swallows of cock he pulled me off so I was just on the head of his dick and he started jacking off furiously. The unspoken plan being for him to quickly shoot in my mouth before John came back and found us.

He starts moaning and shooting but I am not tasting anything. Then I realize he is cumming out the bottom hole of his piercing. He came on my cheek and his hand and the couch. This was not the quick and east no clean up required interlude we had expected. He struggles up with one hand trying to minimize the spread of cum and as he hits the threshold of the kitchen John walks in from the opposite side of the room. To him it just looked like Yogi casually walking in to the kitchen. John sits down and I do my best to clean off my cheek unnoticed.

I talked a friend of mine (Troy) in to going to the pool fuck party. He and I have been trying to hook up for a while now and we keep almost fucking but not. The first time I managed to get his dick up my ass he thought I was uninterested in the fuck so he pulled out and we stopped. So now that he was at the fuck party, he was going to fuck me if I had to drug his drink*.

I got to the party a good hour before Troy did. I hung out in the hot tub chatting with a slew of hot guys. One was 18 and I was ready to rob that cradle. When Troy finally got there I showed him around and ended up sucking his dick in the living room. He moved things to the fuck room where he put me on my back and shoved his dick up my ass in one stroke. Hurt like hell. Without even pausing to let me adjust he told me to “relax”. Relax? Crazy bastard. My ass was on fire. Despite the major ouchies this was not my first rodeo so I did get in to it fairly quickly.

As he was fucking me a pair of guys walked in and fell on to the bed next to me. One was Guy from the last party and I wanted him to fuck me at some point too. So while I was getting a great/rough fuck from Troy I was fondling Guy, just enough to let him know I would be interested in playing but not enough to distract him from his current play thing.

With the four of us on the bed and the door open we collected an audience of four or five guys. Troy started thrusting deep and hard then he pulled out he had cum and was done. I looked at the four guys standing in a line looking at me and said “Um… next?” It seemed appropriate and frankly nothing gets me raring for a good fuck like a good fuck. The guy first in line said that he was in fact a bottom. So still buzzing from the fucking Troy gave me I told him to bring me a condom then hop on.

I didn’t even change position. I just leaned back and he climbed on like a champ. He road me pretty good, but I am a bottom at heart so I was only semi erect while fucking him. He didn’t seem to notice as he bounced on my dick. One of the spectators came up behind him and stuck a finger up my ass. “Hell yeah!” That got the party started for me. We fucked some more with occasional visits from the phantom finger until he came on my chest. Well he says he came on my chest. I didn’t see it or feel it but it was his 4th cum of the night so there wouldn’t be much to see/feel.

After that I the room had emptied so I decided to go look for someone else to fuck me. I saw Troy in the room next door playing with himself. I went in to chat and see if he was up for another round. Turns out he had another guy who was going to come in for round two so I left them to it. I went out to the pool.

On my way to the pool I stopped in the porn room and watched some of the porn. It was hot and I really envied the bottom. The guy on the seat next to me (um…Sam?) started getting friendly and I wasn’t 100% into him but I wanted to get fucked. So we fooled around a little then back to the fuck room. The fuck room was not empty so we went to the room next door which was. (Troy and his toy were done by now.) Sam had me lay on the floor and then licked me from head to toe. Um… alright. When that was done, and he took his time. He threw my legs up and started to fuck me. He was enthusiastic but didn’t have a big dick. I usually don’t mind the size but after Troy I wanted something with a little more punch, and he kept popping out. He eventually pulled out and started jacking to cum.

It took him forever to cum. He wanted to make out while he jacked off, but it took so long I started thinking of various musicals I had seen over the years. (Yes, I am very Gay) Guy peeked in saw us and joined in. He made out with Sam while I went to town on his dick. I wanted him primed so that as soon as Sam shot I could hop on his flesh rocket. While I was on Guy’s dick Sam was fapping away. My god if that guy had a larger dick he could have killed me with his kind of stamina. Then I realize Guy is shooting in my mouth. No warning, no statement of intent just poof cum. I don’t mind cum in my mouth I actually enjoy it, but I like to know it’s on its way so I can enjoy it. AND if he had told me he was looking to cum I would have asked him to do it while fucking me.

So Guy was done and Sam is still going. He rolls over and Guy and I both start working on him. When he cums it’s HUGE. The most I have seen coming out of a dick in my life. It’s a porn star load… no it’s a porn comic book load. I was impressed. It was worth the wait just to see that.

After admonishing Guy for not giving me a heads up I go back out to the hot tub. There is a hot Asian guy there who says he is versatile but looking to be a bottom tonight. I tell him I top occasionally but that I am not up to it again tonight. He seems disappointed but I take that to mean that if I catch him in a top mood he would totally fuck me. We chat for a while. Then I get the idea that no one stil at the party is going to be interested in my ass so I pack up and go home.

A few things that didn’t go in to the narrative:

There was this guy, I think he was the phantom finger, who kept trying to make me cum. He would walk up squirt lotion on his hand and start jacking me off. The first few time I would let him have a little fun then walk away, and wipe of the lotion. I don’t like lotion on my dick. But he kept coming back he was like the lotion fairy. He came in the room while I was blowing Guy and started jacking me. When I started to get close I moved his hand away, but as soon as I let go of his wrist his hand shot right back to my dick. I had to move his hand four times in quick succession away from my dick. I remember thinking “Dude if I have to take my mouth off this dick to tell you to stop I will be pissed.” In the end I just slapped his hand and he got the idea. Finally. I found out he did that stuff to a few other people too.

I have been told by two people Rick and Hot Tub Asian that the host would like to fuck me. I am completely up for that but he has never expressed an interest to me. But then unless your hand is down my pants I am going to miss your subtle clues. I don’t know if he said something in their hearing or if it’s just in their mind. The last thirty minutes I was at the party I was hovering like a school girl at a dance wanting to be noticed by the boy. When he declared that he and another top were going to tag team Hot Tub Asian I figured that if it was going to happen it wasn’t going to happen with an eager Asian bottom in the vicinity.

*Joke, I would never do such a thing and I don’t condone it.